Quote from 'Strobe Edge' Manga~

"LOVE"...
Even though it's such a simple emotion,
Why is it that just as YOU fall in love,
Things get difficult?

Recent feelings...

Sometimes...
I feel that I am useless..
Unable to do anything right..
Always making mistakes..
Unable to cheer up my friends when they are sad..

Feeling depressed now..
Wonder what I can do to help others, and not only causing troubles for people around me..
Will I ever be helpful to others?

Now, I need to try harder so that I will not cause troubles to others..
There is no any other way...

Expectation VS Reality

I always thought that after all these time,
I have become much more stronger...

But in reality,
I am still WEAK...

Meaningful Quote from ' A Gentleman Dignity'

After a GIRL heard 'I Love You' from a GUY

The word that they do not want to listen is 'I Am Sorry'

This is a very simple words

Yet many GUYS do not know this facts.

My Weakness Is At My Heart (Sawan Biang MV)

Even though I seldom watch Thai drama, but I have to admit that some of their story line really did attract my attention and is really nice to watch~ :D

Recently, I just finished watch a 'Thai' drama entitled 'Sawan Biang' 2008. The lyrics of the ending theme is super meaningful and I really like it.

This is a summary of the drama:-

Leela is going to get married in a few day but unfortunately, she and her groom have an accident. Her groom dies but she survives. Kid, their litigant, also loses his wife in that accident either. Anyway, he helps Leela for her medical treatment costs and take care and restore her mind's state.

After he knows about Leela, he falls in love with her and proposes her to marry him. Though she doesn't love him, she accepts to marry him. Later, when she knows that he has a son named Kawee, she want to take revenge with him because Kawee is a guy who she used to fall in love with when she was young, but he returns her with his arrogance.

Kid allows Leela to bring her family to live with him, so she bring her younger sister, Narin, younger brother, Rermrerk and her mother to live together. That enrages Kawee who disagree with his father's new marriage. When he knows that his new stepmother is younger than him and she is Leela, he hate her family too. He often quarrels with his father until one day, Kid is too tense because of quarreling with his son and has a heart attack and dies. Kawee is very sorry that he causes his father's death.

After Kid's funeral, his will is revealed to halve his property for Kawee and Leela, but he doesn't allow them to sell his house. Kawee and Leela's family live in the same house separately, but Leela who loves and hates Kawee keep nagging and argueing with him. Kawee hates his stepmother because he thinks that she steal his father's love from him.

When Kawee live in the same house with Narin, he always put his hatred and anger on sweet Narin, Leela's sister, everytime when he quarrels with Leela. With Narin's beauty and her sharp talk, Kawee involuntarily falls in love with her and keep being jealous of Pawan, a guy who has a crush on her.

This is the song of the 'Thai' drama with some preview of the drama~

This is the translation of the song in English subtitle~ :D

Song: Jood On Kong Chan Yoo Tee Hua Jai (My weakness is at my heart)
Artist: Aof Pongsak

I know myself I behave different.

Whatever I think, I just say it straight and care no one.

Just following what my head command me, though it's against my heart.

Asking myself for what I do, who I do it for.

Being sarcastic with myself...hurting myself, what do I get in return?

There're only shedding a tear...being confused and being vulnerable...

I have to be suffering and deeply hurt with all my body and heart.

My weakness is at my heart.

I pretend to be strong...I just act...but in fact, I'm almost dying.

I need love...need someone who understand me,

But I have to hide it inside.

Nothing else, in fact, my heart is weak.

I know that you don't love...don't care about me.

Deep inside, I almost melt away...I can't restraint my mind.

I pretend to not care, but in fact, my tears is flowing.

I'm hurt in my heart and can't find anyone who understand me.

(repeat *)

I don't want to let anyone know within my heart, how much I love you...

and love...with all my heart.

Know or Not To Know?

Sometime,
It is better if we don't know something..

This is because if we know, what should we do with it..
Should we keep in our heart or just express it out..

And from here..
Frustration will keep flowing and it will ruin the mood of the day..

My 1st realization..

Just realized that no one in this world is destined to be alone
Everyone need friends and family
Without them, we will feel lost and don't know what to do

Is it only me that feels like this or is it the same for everyone?

Even though, I realized that friends are important...
But actually how many friends that I really have...
Just realize that I only have few of them...

Don't know what is the feeling that I am having now...
But somehow,
It is not a good feeling...

For the 1st time in my life that I feel that,
I am weak and hopeless....

My FAVOURITE LINE from Korean Drama 'LOVE RAIN'

[Quoted from 'LOVE RAIN' EP-1]

What will he say about her?

She likes spring watches and baby's breath...

She also liked Franz Schubert songs...

Also she was a girl that my friend liked..

Back then I was happy because of her...

I was also sad because of her....

[Quoted from 'Love Rain' Ep1&2]

"Love means never having to say you're sorry"

[Quoted from 'Love Rain' Ep2]

"It took me 3 seconds to love someone for the first time.

But to stop loving someone, it was impossible in just 3 seconds"

My Most anticipated drama of 2012 - 'LOVE RAIN'

8 more days before the drama 'LOVE RAIN' will begin to air...
Can't wait for it to air..
Can't wait to see Girl's Generation Yoona new drama after 2 years of break...

The drama reunite director Yoon Suk Ho and screenwriter Oh Soo Yun of "Autumn In My Heart" and "Winter Sonata" for the first time in 10 years.

Synopsis:

Love Rain depicts a 1970's pure love and a love from the present days.. at the same time. It shows how the offsprings of a previous ill-fated couple, who met in the 1970's, managed to meet and fall in love. Seo In Ha (Jang Geun-suk and Jung Jin-young), a fine art student who devotes his love to only one woman, and Kim Yoon Hee (Yoona and Lee Mi-sook), a shy, elegant beauty, met and fell in love with each other during college in the 1970's but unfortunately their love was fated to never be. Now in the present 21st century Korea, Seo In Ha's son, Seo Joon (a liberal photographer) meets and falls in love with the daughter of Kim Yoon Hee, Ha Na, a cheerful and energetic girl whose personality is the opposite of that of her mother's. Will their love for each other keep them together or will they have to face the same fate as their parents?

• Jang Guen Suk as Seo In Ha in the 70's / Seo Joon (In-Ha's son)
• Im Yoon Ah as Kim Yoon Hee in the 70's / Kim Ha Na (Yoon-Hee's daughter)

LOVE RAIN TEASER (ENG SUB): http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z8a0Lz59Cg0 (MUST WATCH)

LINK TO WATCH THIS DRAMA (ENG SUB): http://www.dramacrazy.net/korean-drama/love-rain/ 

Life....

Life is not always smooth..
It is full of challenges...
If we give up half way..
Then we have not learn to 'Accept Challenges'

Take the challenge even if we know it is hard to overcome..
As it will make us to become stronger, braver and tougher..
Compare to our 'OLD SELF'

Thus, ACCEPT ANY CHALLENGES THAT COME THRU YOUR LIFE!