Change Of Heart?

A person HEART can change as fast as the wind..

LOVE you at this moment,

but they can change the next moment..

Can't there be any HEART that is LOYAL?

And will not change even after a MILLENIUM..

If there is..

Then we wont be HURT...

Grateful~

Everything that happen in our life,

Whether it is good or bad,

Follow or against our own will,

We must feel grateful

As we are still alive

To be able to do the things we wanted...

Fall In Love lyrics (very meaningful)

Chinese Version


你无声无息
涌入了我心底
往事 却散落了一地
我从未留意
不小心爱上了你
可最后却要保持距离

爱恨的潮汐
往来交替
凋落着记忆
循环的周期
海风的气息
总是不经意
让我触及到
你在我心中如此清晰

不小心爱上你
沉醉入迷
谁来唤醒
这寂寞的海域
湛蓝的透明
你孤单的伤心
我思念的岛屿
找到所有这过往的足迹
爱情 却杳无音信

How long does it take to recover from HEARTBROKEN?

Currently, I wonder..
How long do I need to recover from heartbreaking?
Will I need a long long time or maybe I can recover within a few days..
Since I easily forget the sad experience that I faced..

I have only experience heartbreaking through drama and I will disappear after the drama end or when I didn't think about it..

But,
Actually how PAIN is it? And how long do I need to recover from it?
I really have no idea..

This may be absurd, but I would really like to experience the feeling of heartbroken..
Why?
So that I can grow stronger..

Juz a dream~

Sometime,
I really hope that I have a elder brother/sister,
which can take care/comfort me when I am sad..

But I know this is just my unrealistic dream..
And it will not come true in my whole life~~

My Favourite story~

This LOVE story I heard from a RADIO channel entitle 'The Last 10 Days'..
For me,
It was the most 'HEART JERKING' story that I have ever heard..
Each time I think about this story, I will feel touched and at the same time feel sorry for the Main Guy..


The story start with..
A = The Male Lead and the Female Lead Current Boyfriend, but because of his work he seldom care for his girlfriend.
B = The Female Lead. However, because of his boyfriend work, she find herself falling for other guy who care for her, New Boyfriend.
C = New Boyfriend of the Female Lead.

A have been dating B for some time now. However, due to A work, he seldom have the time to accompany B. B feel lonely and insecure as her boyfriend seldom spent time with her. Slowly, she started to shift her heart to C who spend most of his time comforting and care for her. A started to sense the changes in his girlfriend heart but he pretend as if nothing happen. He wanted to save their relationship so he suggest that they go on a 10 days trip to Korea, the place where they start their relationship. At first, B hesitate on whether she should go as she is feeling guilty for C. However, she decided to go as she want to know her true feeling.


A know that there is no way for him to win back his girlfriend heart. So, he just want to spend some precious time together and leave a nice memory before he leave. He also know that this will be the last time where they go on a trip together as a 'couple'.

The big day have arrive where they will begin their holiday, but each of them have already predict the ending of this trip. B not knowing that A already find out about her change of heart, act as if nothing happen and take it as her chance to know her own true feeling. On the outside, A seem to be very happy and eager about this trip but on the inside, he is really sad as A know that this will be his last 10 days in which he can spend time with her. During the journey on the plane, A wrote a postcard for B as they once promise each other that they will wrote a postcard to the other half when they traveled to a place. However, A slowly forget this promise as he is getting busier in his work. Knowing that this will be his last 10 days with B, he wanted to fulfill his promise to her.

When they arrive at their destination, they find a place to eat and as A went to the toilet, B called C and inform him that she safely reach the destination. From far, A saw what is happening and he saw the smile in B face which he had not seen for a long time. While feeling hurt and sad in the inside, he smile happily on the outside as if nothing happen when he faced B. A think that he make the correct decision of letting his girlfriend go after the journey.

However, when they are visiting various places, B remember their memory in the past and how happy they are during that time while A wrote a postcard in each places that they were visiting. As the 10 days is ending, B find back her love for A but A is ready to let her go as he prefer 1 person to suffer than having 3 of them to suffer and he is contented with the memory she left him.

Once they reach home, A fall sick and B decided to buy some medicine for him. However, during that time, C is already outside but A pretend he didn't notice and act as if nothing happen. During that time, B has decided to leave C as she found out she still love A more than she ever imagine. However, when she reach home, she didn't see A but she received some postcard of the places where they go and a letter.

Dear B,
When you read this letter, I have already left and went to a faraway place. Actually before our trip to Korea, I have realized that your heart is with someone else and not me anymore. I know that I cant win back your heart and did something really selfish without considering your opinion. However, I wanted to have a memorable memory with you before I let go of you. The 10 days that we spent in Korea will be the most happy moment in my life. Let it be the place where we start and end our relationship. I know you don't want to hurt me that's why you didn't tell me the truth. Don't feel sorry as it is my fault for not spending time with you and make you feel neglected. I hope that you will always be happy, just like when you're talking to the phone when we are in Korea.

P.s : I hope that the next time we met, we have found our own happiness.
                                                                                 Love You Always, A


B cried out loud as she finally realized the one she love is no longer with her. What will their ending be? Will they meet back?

There is a 2nd season, but I didn't get to listen to it. SAD..
I really like this story very much especially when the Male Lead, realized the person he love doesn't love it anymore, but he still love her very much that he don't want her to be sad. He willing to suffer on his own and not let the one he love to suffer. However, when the Female Lead realize that she still in love with the Male Lead, it is already too late...

But what will their ending be? I don't know as I miss the 2nd season of this wonderful story.
P/S: I cut some of the part as this story is 1 year ago as I may forget most of it.

Soulmate~

Recently,
Just finish a korean drama entitle 'Soulmate'

It is a wonderful drama..
Eventhough it have many flashback but I really enjoyed it..

Most of us hope that we can find our own SOULMATE..

SOULMATE which can..
Hear our thought,
Understand our feeling,
Help us when we are in need..
And love us with all their heart...

Addicted to Thai Drama for the last few days~

For the last few days,
I am addicted to Thai Drama..

My addiction to it was due to THE STORYLINE of the drama..

The 1st Thai drama which I watch is 'Sassy Love'
In this Thai drama, the 2 main lead in which they hate one another is forced to married..
As time pass by, they begin to fall for each other..
It is one of the Thai drama in which I like..

The 2nd Thai drama which I watch is 'Bpom Ruk Roy Adeed'
In this drama, the 2 main lead which is COUSIN (fake cousin)
However, they start to fall in love which is a FORBIDDEN LOVE...
Find out how the story end..

And the final Thai drama that I watch in the last few days is 'Sanaeha Ngern Tra'
In this drama, the male lead wanted to revenge on the female lead by making her fall in love with him..
However, during the journey of revenge, he fell in love with her...
Will they be able to get together or they are forced to separate eventhough both of them love each other?

Well, now I will return to Korean and Taiwanese drama...
Till I found a Thai drama that attract my attention...XDDD

Meaningful Lyrics~Bpom Ruk Roy Adeed (Thai Drama) entitle 'HATE MY OWN HEART' by Gliat Jai Dtua Eng

[Guy] I had to use so many tons of reasons so many times~
I've reminded myself not to remember but in the end~

I can't forget you~

You are still deeply embedded in my heart~

[Girl] I can't stop my heart, falling in deeper with each time~

When knowing that we can't fall in love~

But my heart has already blindly fallen in love~

What do you suggest me to do? ~

Please tell me~~

[Guy] I hate my heart, I can't force it~

Suppressing my heart everytime we are close~

I hate the temptation, the more I oppose it, the more its pull me~

[Both] Is it wrong to love you?

[Girl] Is it misfortune, is it sin, or is it someone's curse?

[Guy] Everytime I come closer, I'm pushed away~

[Girl] Blame life, blame destiny~

[Guy] Blame the earth, blame the sky for not having mercy

[Both] With every minute, I wish to love only you

I like the meaning of this lyrics..

It is so meaningful..

In this drama, the heroine is having a pitiful life..

Being beaten by her Fake Mother, Fake Sister and Fake Stepfather..

Accused with something she didn't do it..

And her Fake Mother even use her to get a fortune..

However, she fall in love with the hero in this drama a.k.a her cousin..

But what she didn't know is that 'They are not related at all'..

This drama is sad and the heroine is weak..

But I like the storyline~~ It is very interesting..

Find out more at this link: http://wiki.asianfuse.net/index.php/Bpom_Ruk_Roy_Adeed

Watch this drama at : http://oishilakorns.zxq.net/completed-subbed-lakorns/a-g/bpom-ruk-roy-adeed/

Other than that, there is also 1 Thai drama which is really nice... and it is acted by the same heroine~
The title of the drama is "King Gor Rah Kah Gor Raeng"


For more info: http://iheartlakorns.com/2008/01/subbed-lakorn-king-gor-rah-kah-gor-raeng/

Drama VS Reality~

In drama, every guy is perfect
Able to do anything for the girl they love
And their love story is so perfect

Thus, they have been the dream guy of every girl..

However, in reality,
Guy is not as perfect as our DREAM GUY
And the storyline is not as perfect as the drama..

So, REALITY and DRAMA is not the same..
360 degree difference...

Courage~

I just realized that,

To FALL IN LOVE,
Need COURAGE..

To BE WITH YOUR LOVED ONE,
Also need COURAGE..

I really admire those who have the COURAGE..
To FALL IN LOVE,
And to BE IN LOVE..

As I don't have the COURAGE...
Is one of the reason why I didn't FALL IN LOVE...

Truth?

When a GIRL have been disappointed..
Or maybe have a change of heart..
With a new direction...

They will not turn back..
To their previous life..
I realize this fact when I watch a Taiwanese drama entitle ' The Fierce Wife'

Actually, I really like this fact about GIRLS..
As they are able to look forward in their life...
Even after having to go through such a obstacle..

P/S : It was a good drama and I learnt a lot from it.. ( The Fierce Wife) - A MUST WATCH DRAMA~~
Wiki Link: http://wiki.d-addicts.com/The_Fierce_Wife
Drama Link (Eng / Chinese SUB) : http://sugoideas.com/drama-2010/the-fierce-wife/

Reality~

Is it true that LOVE is NOT EVERLASTING?

Even someone who is so loyal to his family..
For 10 years,
He did not even fall for the flirtation around him,

However,
He still have a CHANGE of HEART...

Is this means that even MARRIAGE also can't prevent the change of heart?
Even if you are MARRIED,
You will still fall for others...
And betray your partner..
Leaving her with suffer and hurt...

Don't...

Don't ever,
Don't ever,
Don't ever fall for SOMEONE who is MARRIED !!

What should I do~~

Sometime,
I wonder...

What should I do?
I don't know why..
My heart suddenly feel so lost...

Not knowing of what to do..
Lost in the world wonder without any direction..
Of what I should do~~