I don't understand MYSELF

Sometime,
I don't understand myself...
I don't understand how I feel...
I don't understand what I want...
And I don't know what to do...

Does this problem occur to most of the people?
Or maybe only me...

It is a trouble for me,
As I don't know my own feeling...
I hope to know more about my own feeling...
So,
I can make a better decision that I won't regret.

Right and Wrong!!

Sometime, we don't really know what is 'Right and Wrong'...
But, when we realize it...
It is already too late...

Even when we feel regret...
But we don't have the courage to admit the mistake or even find a way to correct it...
So, what can we do about it...
I really don't know...

But, I only want to forget about it..
And only hope that time can bring the matter down..
Even how I feel..

But I cant escape from being guilty...
And...
I really hope that I cant forget, forget about it...
But my mistake is too hard to be forgotten..
And I have bring trouble to others...
I really feel HOPELESS, USELESS and CARELESS..
Hopeless and useless because I cant do what is right...
And Careless... For doing making the wrong decision...

Memory~

Today is Valentine day...
This is a day in which every couple have been waiting for..
However, for those who is far away from their other half, will feel lonely...

Today is also a bad day for me...
As someone just ask me something which I don't want to remember...
However, I can't avoid the question...
But I can't give the exact answer...
So, I just give a simple and inaccurate answer which is 'Yes' or 'No'..
I felt so hopeless...
As I can't even solve my own problem...
And cause other's trouble....

Am I A Disaster!

Sometime I wonder...
Did I appear at the place that I shouldn't be...
And cause a big chaos...

Often I felt...
That I am a disaster...
That cause others to suffer because of my action...

I really hope that during that time...
I am not at there...
So, I won't make the mistake..

Now, I don't know how to make up for it...
I really hope...
Someone can help me..
Teach me...
How to solve this problem....