Am I A Disaster!

Sometime I wonder...
Did I appear at the place that I shouldn't be...
And cause a big chaos...

Often I felt...
That I am a disaster...
That cause others to suffer because of my action...

I really hope that during that time...
I am not at there...
So, I won't make the mistake..

Now, I don't know how to make up for it...
I really hope...
Someone can help me..
Teach me...
How to solve this problem....