After that incident, I tried to forget that incident. I become more cheerful and act as if nothing has happen before. This is because I wanted to go back to the time before I express my feeling to him. I think my decision during that time is my BIGGEST mistake. I would not repeat my mistake ever again.
However, nothing is ever right for me...
Tomorrow will be the day where I will move to my new home. In my suprise, my neighbour is HIM. The HIM which I want to forget and want to avoid. I have no choice but to meet him everday. To make the matter worst, my dad is a best friend of HIS dad. So, I will meet him even more often. To end this humiliation matter, I went to ask him to forget that matter. He said that is the NIGHTMARE in his life. This has ease my worry and I really glad that I still can meet with him without worry. Eventhough, I know he still DISLIKE me. But I really hope we can be friend. Thus, I will let go of this feeling and find a guy that like me for who am I.
Two month have passed, and I thought that I have let go my feeling until when I saw HIM with his girlfriend. I don't know why, but my heart aching. At first I thought is maybe because I feel shocked. But later, I know that I still can't give up my feeling for him. I really afraid that, I can't give up this feeling for a lifetime.
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