Why you didn't notice me...

What is LOVE?

I have been asking this question, until one day...

I meet you..

From that day onwards..

I have been secretly watching you..

Even without you noticing...

I feel that is was my happiness, to be able to see you..

Even if it have to be from far away..

However, there were results from my waiting and patience,

As I am able to be in the same class with you..

And even sitting right behind you..

I am very happy that I can be your friend..

You have been so friendly towards me..

But yet, you can't even notice my love for you..

Even after I have done so many things for you..

Even others also notice it..

And yet, you can't feel my love..

Is it because you have someone else in your heart?

I have been silently waiting..

Waiting for you to look at me..

However, my waiting only bring heartbreak to me...

As I see you date with others..

I can only silently weep..

Without you noticing...

I really wanted to let go of you...

Because I know that you will not fall for me...

Even if it takes a lifetime..

I really regret, as I fall for someone who will not look at me..

Not even a second...

My heart felt like it is going to break,

Each time you mention about your date to me..

Why can't you see my expression...

Is it because..

The person in your heart is not me...

How am I going to give you up?

Or should I just confess to you? That I have been one sided love for 3 years..

Or maybe I should just wish you happy with your date..And just buried my feeling deep inside me for my whole life...

I really hope that you will look at me for one time..

Just one time...

But I know it is impossible...

Now I have learnt something..

To LOVE someone is hard...

But to FORGET someone is even harder...

And to forget someone that you didn't confess is the HARDEST...